To the universe I'm Kojiro

Heading to a wedding tomarrow. Should be a fun day ^.^. Earlier this week when I was invited I didn’t know what I was gonna wear since I don’t really have any nice things to wear.. only something I would put on for a job interview. Yesterday I got a call from the Whites ( family I know who’s having the wedding done) called me to ask if I have any clothes for the event. I said no and they asked me what would be a good time for clothes shopping the next day. I said 1 pm. Today I was taken out to get stuff. They got  me a black sports coat with thise suite pants and dress shoes with a cool looking red tie and a belt. Came out to around 200 bucks o.o. Lol boy did I feel special XD.

Heh… so I recently when to see what things are on Tumblr that would interest me. I go to the search box and pause for a moment. The only words that come up in my head to search for is… ” Anime, Manga, Japan, Drawing.”  Fuck… I have a lack of interests and I don’t feel like trying to find more of the same crowd like on most other sites.

So this is my first blog. Sure I have made short rants about things before on other sites like on deviantart but it is really rare for me to actually talk about something.. or nothing really.

Anyway… to the universe im Kojiro. It is strange how I got this name. Sure it isn’t my real name but it is an appealing one to me and I don’t really like my real name either. Well the name Kojiro started becoming my new name some time in highschool when I made my first original character which.. really isn’t all that original.. there wasn’t any back story to him and he just looked like a guy version of another of my favorite characters. Pretty much I started using this name a lot and people just started to recognize me for this name.. sure it’s mostly on the internet but when you type in this name, Kojiro Highwind, you get a lot of forum hits… you will definitely see bone headed posts but also intelligent ones as well and probably some accomplishments here and there but when you type in my real name.. it is empty or it would turn out to be another fellow with the same name. Even record of my family is online but there is no logs about me anywhere. It’s strange how a name that I took  when I use to be a weeaboo ( Japanese wannabe fanboy) has stayed with me for so long and is still an appealing name to me as well. Funny, I thought you don’t get to choose your own nickname but of course this I guess isn’t really a nickname anymore.

I’ve been meaning to start making a blog for a while now. A friend of mine kind of gave influence to me to start one. I like talking with him a lot about anything that comes to mind. It just seems easier to talk to this one friend much more than the others. I actually feel afraid to talk to my other friends about my thoughts sometimes or it just feels pointless to bring them up. I like them but they aren’t really the type to share feelings too much. The influential friend convinced me that it’s ok to just talk about any little thing, even if it is pointless or not for it could grow into something more like an interesting conversation. I kind of think it is pointless to talk about mundane things for they use to just never interest me. I always felt that there needs to be some sort of level if awesome before it should be brought up but maybe that just takes away your perspective of the truly big picture that has the real worth to talk about if you only try to pick out the little details that stand out instead of adding them to the whole view. I feel that I have missed out on a lot of potential ideas now for not noticing the mundane and that is a lost but oh well, I can try to pay attention for things now right?  I would say something about the near future at this point but I don’t feel like Jinxing myself.

Part of me want’s to end this blog now because it is getting close to 4 am but the other part wants to continue talking and im torn between the choices. Im having fun just talking about what is just coming to mine but I also have stuff to do tomarrow. The big thing is to clean up the place since the friends who came by today left the place a mess. This is a common occurence when I have friends come to my place on a saturday instead of another friends place. Usually I have them come over my place at the beginning of the month when I have a means of getting food and stuff together so I can be a good host. It is how I was raised :P.

Well this has been fun and relaxing. I should do this more often but for now.. it’s a bit late. I will probably blog more about my mundane life and everyday experiences. This is Kojiro, as known to the universe and now to you, signing off.